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[06 Jun 2005|08:12pm] |
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do i look jewish?
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[05 Jun 2005|11:46am] |
well me and tuttle broke up for a week but now we're back together.
the world makes sense.
i'm inlove with the hangover cafe, and green tea.
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[23 May 2005|06:44pm] |
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so its my best friend in the entire universes' birthday tomorrow, Dye.
i miss being stoned with baby.
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| nature is a whore |
[20 May 2005|09:39pm] |
livejournal is officially old news. duh stupid heads i have a myspace now. and i usually type all my shit on there.
it was claytons birthday yesterday and i made him a card with alot of dinosaur stickers on it, he liked it a whole lot and he put it on his wall. that made me feel really good inside. hum...
i'm okay, they put me on some bipolar medicine and its evening me out a little bit, but if i get a rash i could die. so i might have to get off of that because everything bad that can happen, usually happens to me.
i just got home from CGDEDAIESJFCOI whatever pharmacy and i got some new headphones because for some reason mine always BREAK. these are pretty shitty too but i dont know, they're OH-KAY!
i love yal so much.
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| lets get naked. |
[23 Apr 2005|11:25am] |
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today its hot in my house, so im opening up the windows.. (why dont i turn on the a/c?) because i dont want to leave my room.
i'm dragging clayton with me to the festival today, this should be fun.
if i get a pack of cigarettes.. ofcourse.
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| i'm really a movie star |
[17 Apr 2005|07:41pm] |
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ape dos mil -glass jaw |
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i ate some trail mix today and it was good, went out a little while with Mailey.
i bought a pink ring and it makes my toe look cute
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[16 Apr 2005|12:08am] |
Hamburgers Illusion Lazy Loo A.d.d. Radar Young and the restless
Emo Illusional Lizard Expert, duh Expert again, duh Noodles
Peeing Hair Illusinally Laugh Love Ill Purfume Split ends
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| when ever i wake up.. |
[02 Apr 2005|08:41pm] |
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tuttles been living with me for the past week, i just got back from new orleans (i went this morning to take some tests) and its weird without him being here.. *tear*
i got to see some really kickass shoes today, but they had a heel. and i hate heels, i think im a dinosaur to begin with..
i just saw my alltime favorite commercial on the television, the song was stuck in my head all yesterday.. some sleep would be nice.. so im going to bed now. kbye
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| i miss falling asleep in his arms |
[27 Mar 2005|03:53pm] |
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fuck yes, bitches. im back in lafayette. and im with the coolest person in the entire universe Dye right now. i never update this thing.. dyes doing my hair and we're about to go out. the other night i ended up hanging out with sarah taylor. we caught up on things and got pretty fucking stoned. it was nice & i got to see tuttle. well.. im out. just wanted to update this.. <3
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| i love my boyfriend uber much |
[17 Mar 2005|04:39pm] |
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since the last time i've posted...
i've been to both of my shrinks, they made me take some tests, and they had alot of guestions. it hasnt been long enough to "diagnose" exactly what i have..
so in the meantime, they put me on ZOLOFT! hahahahaha
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| i didn't mention your name.. |
[14 Mar 2005|07:33pm] |
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the only thing i do is hang out. & i miss... having fun.
i mean, im content doing whatever im doing... but i dont know. where'd my laughs and careless smiles go? mmm..
everyday i go to shoprite after school to get a redbull, maybe some extra gum too. me and the guy who works there.. have our little chats (yeah, thats when you know you spend too much time going to shoprite)
everyfuckingday after school i come home & turn on the radio.. then lay down.. watch the tv on mute.. then get up and move if one of my "songs" come on, haha. am i really that pathetic?
fuck, its time for a change. i lost myself, and now im bored. l i t h i u m
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| envy is thier biggest problem. |
[01 Mar 2005|10:11pm] |
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today after school, i was so fucking emo. i cried.. and i was happy because mailey was here to help me out with things. afterthat we danced around my room and had fake microphones like little kids, it was. . . .. ..... FABOLOUS! later on i went to see "The Wall" at claytons house and I LOVED IT!
GREAT movie guys.. really..
well i just got off the phone with Dye, things havent been well for her.. i love her, and she said i cheered up her day. oh yess! :D and personally.. i wish i could kick everybodies ass that is involved in the matter.
today i realized how much people like to talk shit.. like anna and charlotte for example, oh god arent they nice to my face? they love talking about me.. and the sad part is..
they dont even know me . . . . . . . ..... ..
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| i need to bleach my teeth. |
[27 Feb 2005|07:18pm] |
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this morning i wanted some fatning high calorie food.
so, i went and got cookies and some random HIGH CALORIE stuff from the drug store. ate some.
and fell asleep until about 5 o'clock p.m.
mums going out, i hate being alone. so, i'm about to call tuttle
GOODBYE! <33333333333333333333333333333333
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[24 Feb 2005|11:03pm] |
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wayne's world |
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everytime the i-pod commercial comes on me, tuttle and mailey dance and snap our fingers.
snap snap.
snap snap snap snap snap snap.
snap.
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| so what if i got bored.. |
[19 Feb 2005|10:50pm] |
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Have you ever... 01. Fallen for your best friend? yep 02. Made out with JUST a friend? yep 03. Been rejected? i know it'll happen one day 04. Been in love? sorta 05. Been in lust? yep 06. Used someone? nope 07. Been used? um, i hope not 08. Cheated on someone? nuh uh. 09. Been cheated on? if you would consider it a relationship. 10. Been kissed? mhmm 11. Done something you regret? maybe once or twice
Who was the last person... 12. You touched? random guy @ cc's coffee house 13. You talked to? brittney 14. You hugged? my mom 15. You instant messaged? magen 16. Kissed? tuttle 17. You had sex with? guess! 18. You yelled at? mailey 19. You laughed with? tuttle dj and mailey
Do You... 22. Color your hair? im not a natural dark dark redish blackish hair.. duhh.. 23. Have tattoos? ask me that in 3 years 24. Piercings? the top of my left ear 26. Floss daily? not really 27. Own a webcam? nope 28. Ever get off the damn computer? sometimes 29. Sprechen sie deutsche? huh 30. Habla espanol? im failing =(
General Questions 40. Considered a life of crime? nope 41. Considered being a hooker? hahahaha nope 42. Considered being a pimp? in my white tee 44. Split personalities? haha nope 45. Schizophrenic? no
46. Obsessive? depends 47. Obsessive compulsive? only with makeup and how my hair looks and what im wearing and and and 48. Panic? depends 49. Anxiety? sometimes 50. Depressed? sometimes 51. Suicidal? nope 52. Obsessed with Hate? depends on the person 53. Dream of mutilated bodies? im not physco.. 54. Dream of doing those things instead of just seeing them? not exactly... 55. If you could be anywhere, where would you be? i'd be with tuttle 56. What would you be doing? smoking and eating pop-rocks 58. What are you listening to? talk sex, on channel 55 59. Can you do anything freakish with your body? i can curl up my toes, and when that happens... they all pop AT THE SAME TIME! 60. Chicken or fish? none of the above 61. Do you have a favorite animal, no matter how lame it may be? omg i love cows
Currently: 62. Current Clothes: rocky horror picture show t-shirt w/ a knee length black dickie skirt, metallic blue belt .. to be exact ;) 63. Current Mood: a little bad mixed with a little sad.
64. Current Taste: turtle mocasippi 65. Current Hair: grungy, but its still cute =) 66. Current Annoyance: the bubbly noise it makes when i drink my mocasippi 67. Current Smell: insence, coffee and maryjane
68. Current thing I ought to be doing: going meet tuttle @ the church
69. Current Desktop Picture: a picture of adam green =) 70. Current Favorite Group: i dont know 71. Current Book: i dont enjoy reading anything but magazines. 72. Current DVD In Player: the virgin suicides 73. Current Refreshment: my god damned mocasippi 74. Current Worry: oh my god, Yes 75. Current Favorite: my pointy black shoes, eee i <3 them.
Favorites: 76. Food: bacon 77. Drink: diet anything 78. Color: turquise 79. Shoes: converse 80. Candy: pop-rocks omgomgomg and sour straws! 81. Animal: moo 82. Movie: the virgin suicides, closer 83. Dance: zydeco 84. Vegetable: carrots but they cant be cooked, bc then.. they're disgusting.
Future: 85. What do you want to be when you get older? anything that has to do with cosmetology 86: Married?: yep 87: Kids?: yeahh man 88: Living Where? europe, but i know thats not gonna happen.
This or That: 89: Gay or straight? what does it matter if you really care about the person.. 90: Boxers or Briefs: boxers 91: Reading or Writing: writing most definately! 92: Basketball or Baseball: ew neither. 93: Walking or Running?: running but never in public so i guess walking 94: Left or Right? lefts are cooler but im a right 95: TV Shows or Movies: movies 96: Rap or Rock?: rockk 97: Day or Night?: i like Night =)
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| awww i heart my valentine.:* <3 |
[14 Feb 2005|10:41pm] |
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ahhh i love eating sonic blast.. especially the oreo ones. and i like rubbing it all over tuttles FACE!
i weighed myself today.. ive lost fucking 20 pounds.
tuttles been over, he left maybe an hour ago..
i hope i get to see him tonight. he makes me happy.
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[13 Feb 2005|10:55pm] |
tuttle stayed the night, it cheered me up.
my stomach has been fucking k i l l i n g me, and tylenol isnt doing a very good job. people aggervate me. shit dude, sometimes they just dont know when to shut the fuck up.
oh well, i need to think about something positive im just cranky because of my tummy ache.
the rain outside is so relaxing, i wish kyle was here. i fucking love it.
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| SUCK IT BITCH! |
[09 Feb 2005|12:26am] |
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ALL TODAY AND ALL YESTERDAY I HUNG OUT WITH TUTTLE.
<33
WE WENT RIDE AROUND AND GOT HIGH.
OH YEAH, OH YEAAAA. i had a good mardi gras..
DID YOU?
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[07 Feb 2005|12:43pm] |
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my boyfriends coming back today
=)
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