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[06 Jun 2005|08:12pm]

 

 

do i look jewish?

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[05 Jun 2005|11:46am]
well me and tuttle broke up for a week but now we're back together.

the world makes sense.

i'm inlove with the hangover cafe, and green tea.
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[23 May 2005|06:44pm]

so its my best friend in the entire universes' birthday tomorrow, Dye.

i miss being stoned with baby.

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nature is a whore [20 May 2005|09:39pm]
livejournal is officially old news. duh stupid heads
i have a myspace now. and i usually type all my shit on there.

it was claytons birthday yesterday and i made him a card with alot of dinosaur stickers on it, he liked it a whole lot and he put it on his wall. that made me feel really good inside. hum...

i'm okay, they put me on some bipolar medicine and its evening me out a little bit, but if i get a rash i could die. so i might have to get off of that because everything bad that can happen, usually happens to me.

i just got home from CGDEDAIESJFCOI whatever pharmacy and i got some new headphones because for some reason mine always BREAK.
these are pretty shitty too but i dont know, they're OH-KAY!

i love yal so much.
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lets get naked. [23 Apr 2005|11:25am]
[ mood | high ]
[ music | like a virgin ]

today its hot in my house, so im opening up the windows.. (why dont i turn on the a/c?) because i dont want to leave my room.

i'm dragging clayton with me to the festival today, this should be fun.

if i get a pack of cigarettes.. ofcourse.

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i'm really a movie star [17 Apr 2005|07:41pm]
[ mood | high ]
[ music | ape dos mil -glass jaw ]

i ate some trail mix today and it was good, went out a little while with Mailey.

i bought a pink ring and it makes my toe look cute

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[16 Apr 2005|12:08am]
Hamburgers
Illusion
Lazy
Loo
A.d.d.
Radar
Young and the restless

Emo
Illusional
Lizard
Expert, duh
Expert again, duh
Noodles

Peeing
Hair
Illusinally
Laugh
Love
Ill
Purfume
Split ends
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when ever i wake up.. [02 Apr 2005|08:41pm]
[ mood | whatstuttledoing... ]
[ music | your mom ]

tuttles been living with me for the past week, i just got back from new orleans (i went this morning to take some tests) and its weird without him being here.. *tear*

i got to see some really kickass shoes today, but they had a heel. and i hate heels, i think im a dinosaur to begin with..

i just saw my alltime favorite commercial on the television, the song was stuck in my head all yesterday.. some sleep would be nice.. so im going to bed now. kbye

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i miss falling asleep in his arms [27 Mar 2005|03:53pm]
[ mood | high ]
[ music | yeah yeah yeahs ]

fuck yes, bitches. im back in lafayette. and im with the coolest person in the entire universe Dye right now. i never update this thing.. dyes doing my hair and we're about to go out. the other night i ended up hanging out with sarah taylor. we caught up on things and got pretty fucking stoned. it was nice & i got to see tuttle. well.. im out. just wanted to update this.. <3

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i love my boyfriend uber much [17 Mar 2005|04:39pm]
[ mood | high ]
[ music | mars volta ]

since the last time i've posted...

i've been to both of my shrinks,
they made me take some tests, and they had alot of guestions.
it hasnt been long enough to "diagnose" exactly what i have..



so in the meantime, they put me on ZOLOFT! hahahahaha

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i didn't mention your name.. [14 Mar 2005|07:33pm]
[ mood | okay ]
[ music | the mars volta ]

the only thing i do is hang out.
& i miss... having fun.

i mean, im content doing whatever im doing... but i dont know. where'd my laughs and careless smiles go? mmm..

everyday i go to shoprite after school to get a redbull, maybe some extra gum too. me and the guy who works there.. have our little chats (yeah, thats when you know you spend too much time going to shoprite)

everyfuckingday after school i come home & turn on the radio.. then lay down.. watch the tv on mute.. then get up and move if one of my "songs" come on, haha. am i really that pathetic?

fuck, its time for a change. i lost myself, and now im bored.
l i t h i u m

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[01 Mar 2005|10:39pm]
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:Hillary
Birthday:October 28th
Birthplace:Lafayette, Louisiana
Current Location:Lafayette, Louisiana
Eye Color:Redish Brown
Hair Color:Dark Brunette
Height:5'5
Right Handed or Left Handed:Right Handed
Your Heritage:Irish
The Shoes You Wore Today:Birkenstocks
Your Weakness:Tuttle's Ass
Your Fears:Spiders
Your Perfect Pizza:Cheesy
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:Lose 23 pounds
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:Uber
Thoughts First Waking Up:Food & Adderall & Tuttle
Your Best Physical Feature:eyelashes
Your Bedtime:I duno.. like whenever..
Your Most Missed Memory:Driving around with Kirstin @ 3 in the morning.
Pepsi or Coke:Coke
MacDonalds or Burger King:McDonalds
Single or Group Dates:Single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:Nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla:Vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee:mmm thats a hard one.. Cappuccino
Do you Smoke:Yes
Do you Swear:Yes
Do you Sing:Yes
Do you Shower Daily:Oh hells yes.
Have you Been in Love:Yes
Do you want to go to College:Yes
Do you want to get Married:Awe, Ofcourse I do!
Do you belive in yourself:Sometimes..
Do you get Motion Sickness:Nope
Do you think you are Attractive:Yeah.
Are you a Health Freak:At Times.
Do you get along with your Parents:No, but me and mum have so much fun.
Do you like Thunderstorms:Yes
Do you play an Instrument:No
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:Yeah
In the past month have you Smoked:Yeah
In the past month have you been on Drugs:Yeah
In the past month have you gone on a Date:Yeah
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:Yeah
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:..Eww..
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:No =(
In the past month have you been on Stage:No, and its gonna stay that way!
In the past month have you been Dumped:noooooo.. <33
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:Psh, i wish.
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:i dont steal.
Ever been Drunk:Yeah
Ever been called a Tease:um.. yeah
Ever been Beaten up:No baw
Ever Shoplifted:Nope..
How do you want to Die:over-dose, or in my sleep.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:anything that has to do w/ cosmetology.
What country would you most like to Visit:Europe or Brazil
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:Blue
Favourite Hair Color:Jet Black
Short or Long Hair:Long most def.
Height:5'8 or 5'9 or 5'7 or 5'6
Weight:i duno, skinny.
Best Clothing Style:Grungy
Number of Drugs I have taken:six
Number of CDs I own:forty
Number of Piercings:one
Number of Tattoos:zero
Number of things in my Past I Regret:just a couple.

CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!
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envy is thier biggest problem. [01 Mar 2005|10:11pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]
[ music | the television ]

today after school, i was so fucking emo.
i cried.. and i was happy because mailey was here to help me out with things.
afterthat we danced around my room and had fake microphones like little kids,
it was. . . .. ..... FABOLOUS!
later on i went to see "The Wall" at claytons house and I LOVED IT!

GREAT movie guys.. really..


well i just got off the phone with Dye,
things havent been well for her..
i love her, and she said i cheered up her day. oh yess! :D
and personally.. i wish i could kick everybodies ass that is involved in the matter.

today i realized how much people like to talk shit..
like anna and charlotte for example,
oh god arent they nice to my face?
they love talking about me..
and the sad part is..

they dont even know me . . . . . . . ..... ..

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i need to bleach my teeth. [27 Feb 2005|07:18pm]
[ mood | mentally challlenged ]
[ music | country, something twain... i.. Think. ]

this morning i wanted some fatning high calorie food.

so, i went and got cookies and some random HIGH CALORIE stuff from the drug store.
ate some.

and fell asleep until about 5 o'clock p.m.


mums going out, i hate being alone.
so, i'm about to call tuttle

GOODBYE!
<33333333333333333333333333333333

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[24 Feb 2005|11:03pm]
[ mood | im good. ]
[ music | wayne's world ]

everytime the i-pod commercial comes on me, tuttle and mailey dance and snap our fingers.


snap snap.

snap snap snap snap snap snap.

snap.

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so what if i got bored.. [19 Feb 2005|10:50pm]
[ mood | grrr ]
[ music | your mom ]

Have you ever...
01. Fallen for your best friend? yep
02. Made out with JUST a friend? yep
03. Been rejected? i know it'll happen one day
04. Been in love? sorta
05. Been in lust? yep
06. Used someone? nope
07. Been used? um, i hope not
08. Cheated on someone? nuh uh.
09. Been cheated on? if you would consider it a relationship.
10. Been kissed? mhmm
11. Done something you regret? maybe once or twice

Who was the last person...
12. You touched? random guy @ cc's coffee house
13. You talked to? brittney
14. You hugged? my mom
15. You instant messaged?  magen
16. Kissed? tuttle
17. You had sex with? guess!
18. You yelled at? mailey
19. You laughed with? tuttle dj and mailey

Do You...
22. Color your hair? im not a natural dark dark redish blackish hair.. duhh..
23. Have tattoos? ask me that in 3 years
24. Piercings? the top of my left ear
26. Floss daily? not really
27. Own a webcam? nope
28. Ever get off the damn computer? sometimes
29. Sprechen sie deutsche? huh
30. Habla espanol? im failing =(

General Questions
40. Considered a life of crime? nope
41. Considered being a hooker? hahahaha nope
42. Considered being a pimp? in my white tee
44. Split personalities? haha nope
45. Schizophrenic? no

46. Obsessive? depends
47. Obsessive compulsive? only with makeup and how my hair looks and what im wearing and and and
48. Panic? depends
49. Anxiety? sometimes
50. Depressed? sometimes
51. Suicidal? nope
52. Obsessed with Hate? depends on the person
53. Dream of mutilated bodies? im not  physco..
54. Dream of doing those things instead of just seeing them? not exactly...
55. If you could be anywhere, where would you be? i'd be with tuttle
56. What would you be doing? smoking and eating pop-rocks
58. What are you listening to? talk sex, on channel 55
59. Can you do anything freakish with your body? i can curl up my toes, and when that happens... they all pop AT THE SAME TIME!
60. Chicken or fish? none of the above
61. Do you have a favorite animal, no matter how lame it may be? omg i love cows

Currently:
62. Current Clothes: rocky horror picture show t-shirt w/ a knee length black dickie skirt, metallic blue belt .. to be exact ;)
63. Current Mood: a little bad mixed with a little sad.

64. Current Taste: turtle mocasippi
65. Current Hair: grungy, but its still cute =)
66. Current Annoyance: the bubbly noise it makes when i drink my mocasippi
67. Current Smell: insence, coffee and maryjane  

68. Current thing I ought to be doing: going meet tuttle @ the church

69. Current Desktop Picture: a picture of adam green =)
70. Current Favorite Group:  i dont know
71. Current Book: i dont enjoy reading anything but magazines.
72. Current DVD In Player: the virgin suicides
73. Current Refreshment: my god damned mocasippi
74. Current Worry: oh my god, Yes
75. Current Favorite: my pointy black shoes, eee i <3 them.

Favorites:
76. Food: bacon
77. Drink: diet anything
78. Color: turquise
79. Shoes: converse
80. Candy: pop-rocks omgomgomg and sour straws!
81. Animal: moo
82. Movie: the virgin suicides, closer
83. Dance: zydeco
84. Vegetable: carrots but they cant be cooked, bc then.. they're disgusting.

Future:
85. What do you want to be when you get older? anything that has to do with cosmetology
86: Married?: yep
87: Kids?: yeahh man
88: Living Where? europe, but i know thats not gonna happen.

This or That:
89: Gay or straight? what does it matter if you really care about the person..
90: Boxers or Briefs: boxers
91: Reading or Writing: writing most definately!
92: Basketball or Baseball: ew neither.
93: Walking or Running?: running but never in public so i guess walking
94: Left or Right? lefts are cooler but im a right
95: TV Shows or Movies: movies
96: Rap or Rock?: rockk
97: Day or Night?: i like Night =)

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awww i heart my valentine.:* <3 [14 Feb 2005|10:41pm]
[ mood | & HEART ]
[ music | strange love ]

ahhh i love eating sonic blast.. especially the oreo ones.
and i like rubbing it all over tuttles FACE!





i weighed myself today.. ive lost fucking 20 pounds.

tuttles been over, he left maybe an hour ago..

i hope i get to see him tonight.
he makes me happy.

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[13 Feb 2005|10:55pm]
tuttle stayed the night,
it cheered me up.

my stomach has been fucking k i l l i n g me, and tylenol isnt doing a very good job.
people aggervate me.
shit dude, sometimes they just dont know when to shut the fuck up.

oh well, i need to think about something positive
im just cranky because of my tummy ache.

the rain outside is so relaxing,
i wish kyle was here.
i fucking love it.
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SUCK IT BITCH! [09 Feb 2005|12:26am]
[ mood | turtlemocasippi ]
[ music | miss you -blink182 ]

ALL TODAY AND ALL YESTERDAY
I HUNG OUT WITH TUTTLE.

<33

WE WENT RIDE AROUND
AND GOT HIGH.

OH YEAH, OH YEAAAA.
i had a good mardi gras..


DID YOU?

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[07 Feb 2005|12:43pm]
[ mood | amused ]

my boyfriends coming back today

=)

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